` learnt.so.much.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

hey every 1....i'm back again....

haiz....2day i cut myself with a pan knife....quiet pain la....but after awhile den ok le....but the pan knife is not mine....is my frenz pan knife...vanessa....i think i better go buy a pan knife 4 myself....den when my frenz saw it....they won't take it back....hmmm....haiz....sian...nth 2 do...ex HW....but i dun1 2 do....its so boring...haiz...well,exam coming...so i have 2 force my self 2 do it....

yeaterday....ivan called...n ask whether wan2 stead anot...but i say i dunno...should i accept him???haiya...dunno la....ahhh!!!!my head hurts....i have 2 think of studies...exams...FH....n other ppl who ask me whether they got chance annot....ahhh!!!i need help...but who....who dcan help me???....i have no fren...haiz....i'm all alone...

ahhh!!!!stop thinking ab these things...no more thoughts ab these....now its time 2 think of exam only....haiz....wish tat i can pass all sub....if not....wah si ah....

haiz....sian....geo...science....chinese....n eng....haiz....hope tat i can get gd marks 4 these few sub cz all these sub....i m poor at it....others not so gd also la....but i think i can B4 or B3 4 other sub...but these 4....wah...i jz hope tat i can get a C6 or C5 can le....but if can get higher ofcoz i wan la...get b happy until jump liao ah....wah A i think i happy until faint ah....

well....hope tat i pass my exam with flying colours...n u all out there who is reading my blog now....GD LUCK!!!...=)

just truly learnt.
@ 8:16 PM

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

hello....

its has been4 days since i broke up with farhan....but i still can't 4get ab him....i can't get him out of my head....but i hate him so much....so so much....but still....i....i....i think i now still love him...sob sob....till now....when ever i saw him or his photo....i will start 2 cry....i guss i still cannot let go....but i have 2....as i dun wan2 love him more deeply n let him hurt me even more....sob sob....he always care ab his frenz....i think even if i die he also dun care....sob sob...

i really really....miss the old farhan...i also wish tat he could be back 2 wat he use 2 be last time...but it will nv come ture....nv ever...jz lyk wat they said...u can't force any1 to do wat u told them to....it will bring unahppiness 2 others n even urself....

4 the past few days tat i broke up with him....he always have fun n always laugh...though i was too....but tat i was forcing myself to laugh...2 take away all the sadness out of me....so tat my frenz won't be worried ab me....

haiz...i guss i had better 4get ab him faster....if not i think it will afect my studies....he dun care or love me anymore le....so i think i must let go of tis hand fast....b4 i hurt myself even more....sob sob....

i think i have 2 bring pan knife every day....so tat when i'm sad...i could cut myself....haiz....sob sob....

i have come 2 an end of my story 2day....bye

just truly learnt.
@ 12:30 AM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

hello.....

2day during recess time....i was soo dam mad at farhan tat i walk over 2 his place n slap him...v hard...every 1 was shock....they all open their mouth big big....farhan's face was soo red sia...his skin is so dark liao n can c tat it is red....wah...tat means i slap him super hard sia...he deserves it...after wat he has done 2 me....i feel so shuang sia....but den i got cry too....i guess its bcoz i had nv slap or bite him b4 ba....den feel so....ahhh!!!wat is tis...i m caring 4 him...PUI AH!!!...i will nv care 4 him....i will make him suffer....

after sch...i ask his frenz whether can i drink his water as i have no $$$ n i m v thirsty....he told me not 2 drink all of it....but i did...hehe....n so....he say nvm....i got 2 more bottles tat is full of water...i was going 2 drink it...but when i saw farhan....i was so damn angry tat i wanted 2 throw the bottle at him....i did...but den...jin quan took the bottle away...he told me not throw at farhan as it will be v pain...cz is with water...if its empty den tat is still ok....but i shout at him n say tat the pain tat he give me is more pain den tis....n so i took back the water bottle n throw at him...haiz...i almost cry sia...after i say how much more pain i have more den him....haiz...

hiaz....2day quiet sad n happy....i dun wan2 talk ab it liao...haiz...bb

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@ 5:05 PM

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

helloo every1

i 2day break up with my bf farhan...wah...he v wat lor...i ask him u wan2 break up anot....den he say ok lor...wah biang a....den 2day i ask zai hui whether can confrerence with farhan den i put mute...so tat he dunno i'm there....after tat farhan was in...zai hui ask him...why u 2 break up....n u no wat...he say tat becoz when he is around me...he feel uncomfortable...n when he is around with his frenz....he feel comfortable...stupid sia...idiot lei...he also say tat exam comin...tat is also 1 of the reason he break with me...wah biang a...den during mid year exam we still stead...den still ok wat....wah sei...wat a lame excuse sia....haiz....i no him 4 almost 4 years n he no his sec sch frenz onli 10 months...n he say tat he feel more comfortable with them den me....u say lei...if is u how will u feel...wah kao....he hor...feel lyk slapping him....chee bye lei he....ga ni na bu....asshole....mother fucker ah....kao bei....bo bei bo bu...

after tat...zai hui ask him another....how do u feel after u break...den he say...he feel free n relax...wah....he cold blooded lei he...i the other side crying n he is relaxing....wah kao...freako la

he change alot lor....he is now the new farhan....a cold blooded 1....not lyk last time the farhan tat i no....kind n caring....always help other ppl....

haiz....though hate him....i still cannot get him out of my head.....ahhh!!!!!hate him hate him....must get him off my head....er!!!!!....haiz....i dunno how long i need to get him out of my head.....ahhhh!!!!....stop talking ab him le....

now in sch....all i can do is scold him all the bad words....tat i think can make me feel better as wat he has done to me....i wasted so much tears 4 him n tis is wat he return....i dun care ah....he will pay 4 tis....i will let him feel sry tat he nv wish he was born....MUAHAHAHA!!!!!

haiz....well tats all 4 2day....bye....

just truly learnt.
@ 8:20 PM

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Friday, September 16, 2005

hehe....hello!!!

it had been a week since sch reopen...boy does 2day happens alot of things...1st...i have volleyball after sch...n i 4got 2 bring my PE t-shirt...n so...i have 2 lend from others...i did found some 1 to lend...but it was not my house...EAGLE...it was HAWK...but i have no choice...alot of ppl from my house saw it...n they keep on saying betrayer of EAGLE...but i really have no choice...well...i no they r jus jk...but it made me feel sad...cz i betray my house...haiz...even thought last time...i wish 2 be in HWAK...i still lyk 2 be in EAGLE...=)

at around 2 pm...i have ORAL!!!...AH!!!!...i was so scared tat my heart almost jumped out from my body....the story tat i have 2 read was quiet easy...but when the conversation comes...wah...cannot ah...so hard sia...but wat is done it has already been done...u cannot change it...all i hope tat i could pass....so now...i only can cross my fingers n wait...

last but not list...2day is my bf's birthday...hehe...i was quiet ahppy 4 him as i think he waited 4 tis day 4 quiet long le ba...haiz...i think he 2day is happy ba...cz i try so hard 2 make him v happy...but i could not success...well...i think onli 70% tat i make him happy....=D...i also hope tat he lyk my gift n also tat he could wear it....(T-shirt)

well....tats all 4 2day...signing off...bye...=)

just truly learnt.
@ 10:08 PM

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Monday, September 12, 2005

2day the 1st day of sch.....i give my frenz the presents tat i have prepair 4 my frenz...cherly got alot of present....but shawn onli gotthe present tat i give him....i feel so sad 4 him....if i nv give him the present....he won't have any present 4 his birthday....haiz....

after sch got...all the sec 1 got swimmin lesson....i swim until ki siao sia....the coach called us to swim 50 lap sia....wah....after tat i almost faint sia....haiz....

lesson finish hou....i went 2 tiong....wah biang a!!!....rainnin sia...n i around 7 smth den reach home sia....haiz....

well tats all 4 2day....bye....=D

just truly learnt.
@ 11:00 PM

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

hiaz....hello....back again....still v the sian....nth 2 do....but den....suddenly my couzin came....well....at list i could play with her....but its onli 4 awhile....cz she need to sleep....haiz...n so....i continue with tis blog....

sch starts 2moro....i'm abite sad n happy....
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becoz i can c all my frenz again....=)

becoz oral is comin...exam too....also....i will step in2 the world of sadness or should i make it easy........=(....haiz....i tink some of u no y....so i no neeed 2 say/type it out....

well....i have nth much 2 say 2day...so i will end here...cya....

just truly learnt.
@ 9:30 PM

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Hellooooooo........hehe.....:D

haiz....nth 2 do 2day....v sian...HW do finish le....sch bag pack le...story books n comic read finish le....house work done le....finddin present 4 my frenz also done le....2day is sunday....so my couz nv come....no 1 2 play with...alone at home....watch tv also nth 2 watch...com also no games 2 play...msn also not muc ppl 2 chat with....haiz....SIAN AHHH!!!....also no 1 jio me out....go out alone also not fun 1....somemore last day of holiday....not long later will be my oral day n exam le....WAH PIANG A!!!....

well....i will continue at nite...as now is onli half of the day...cya...:)

just truly learnt.
@ 4:00 PM

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All my belovered frenz......

hehe....haha....we all look so funny....=D

hope tat we will be frenz 4eva!!!.....

just truly learnt.
@ 8:05 AM

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wat is love....smth in ur life tat will happen....so do be ready 4 it.....:)

just truly learnt.
@ 2:00 AM

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wah....2day almost got caugth by my parents n grandparents...fui...but now i'm ok le...

i spend the whole day doin my project n rappin presents 4 my frenz...soo tired sia...haiz...1 more day 2 sch reopen...so sian sia...wish tat holiday could be longer...lyk in thailand...3 months of holidays...hiaz...but sch reopen is also a good thing...can c all ur frenz...but den...exam comin...haiz...worst...my oral is tis comin friday...ahhh!!!

haiz....well...at list my bf called me 2day...we chat quite long...till his darling borther ask him 2 call him 2 chat....don...errr!!!...haiz...well...i can't blam my bf...he always put don 1st...n me 2nd...well...i think...or iszit last....aiya...wat ever la...is his decision...not mine...haiz...sometimes...i wonder whether dose he really love me...haiz...:(

well...tats all 4 2day...cya...:D

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@ 12:30 AM

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Friday, September 09, 2005

hello every 1...

hehe...2day is so fun....my 2 frenz...leona n stacy...along with me...bake cookies...we baked quite alot...1stly...we successfully baked out those cookies....but the 2cond time we burnt it...after tat accident...we were careful tis time round...n we baked it out even more successfully...hehe...:D
later...the boys came....they bought some chips n drinks....
stacy and leona "bao ying bao shi"..."lang tun hu yan" de ba those "food" chi wan le!...haha...lol...leona n i at 1st thought tat thai guan n ivan will stay till v late...but den...something came up...so they couldn't stay so long... haiz...:(...cz we wan them 2 accompany us watch ghost show on tv....wooo...scary...so now letf only we 2 girls watching the show...i was scared 2 death...leona watch some of the scary parts...she scream lyk hell...lol...but in the end...both of us dun even no wat the hell the story is talking about...ok...mb a little...

well...tats all 4 2day...bye...:)

just truly learnt.
@ 11:21 AM

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