hello....

its has been4 days since i broke up with farhan....but i still can't 4get ab him....i can't get him out of my head....but i hate him so much....so so much....but still....i....i....i think i now still love him...sob sob....till now....when ever i saw him or his photo....i will start 2 cry....i guss i still cannot let go....but i have 2....as i dun wan2 love him more deeply n let him hurt me even more....sob sob....he always care ab his frenz....i think even if i die he also dun care....sob sob...

i really really....miss the old farhan...i also wish tat he could be back 2 wat he use 2 be last time...but it will nv come ture....nv ever...jz lyk wat they said...u can't force any1 to do wat u told them to....it will bring unahppiness 2 others n even urself....

4 the past few days tat i broke up with him....he always have fun n always laugh...though i was too....but tat i was forcing myself to laugh...2 take away all the sadness out of me....so tat my frenz won't be worried ab me....

haiz...i guss i had better 4get ab him faster....if not i think it will afect my studies....he dun care or love me anymore le....so i think i must let go of tis hand fast....b4 i hurt myself even more....sob sob....

i think i have 2 bring pan knife every day....so tat when i'm sad...i could cut myself....haiz....sob sob....

i have come 2 an end of my story 2day....bye

just truly learnt.
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